HOWZURHED: It’s like some strange sign. This has never happened before, to my recollection.
However with all the construction of massive condo towers, this has changed the patterns of sunlight and shadows I get in my apartment.
I just find some irony with, the rectangle of sunlight shining on my doorknob at a time when I am locked up in my apartment, sometimes not leaving for 3 or 4 days, and often that just to take the garbage to the chute down the hall.
It’s like a strange “the sun only shines on the spot when …. Venus is here and Mercury is NOT in retrograde (fucking shit up), the Earth is here, blah blah…” Stonehenge or Pyramids of Giza & the Great Sphinx, alignment trick.
Is it there to torment me, tease me or is it there to show me that there is something to strive and hang on for?
About a year ago I was working on writing piece about how I was hopeful that 2020 was going to be the year we used our HIND SIGHT, which we all know is 20/20, and start making some drastic changes moving forward.
I was hoping we had learned lessons we needed to learn in order to become a better version of ourselves, as a group.
I see how wrong I was. I am just scared what rock bottom is going to look like.
Put a mask on when you leave your home.
Wash your hands…all the time.
Please, stay safe!
